This one makes it all worth it.

You ever notice that when you try to take life into your own hands and out of Gods, that you only mess it up? Well I just got back into God's hands and even though its hard to trust that everything is going to be okay I know deep down inside that everything is going to be okay.

The Lord Promises that he will never give us more than we can handle. I believe that. I think though that he means he would never give us more than He can handle...as long as we stay in Him we can handle anything. But boy when we step out and try to make things happen on our own; trust me you cant handle it.

I just read Psalm 91:4 "His Faithful Promises are your armor and protection."

God never breaks a promise. Everything he said He would do he has and everything He says he will do I don't doubt it. SO why cant I apply that to my own life? Faithful Promises are my armor and protection. The entire Bible is full of God's promises all I have to do is accept them. Armor and protection against anything.

I know this is just rambling. Its been a weird month and I have really had to call on God. Just like anybody else I have so many wants and desires and hopes. I have to really just be patient and realize that God is so good, and who am I to ask him for anything when he has given is son Jesus as a sacrifice for my sins. I have the gift of eternal life and I stumble over stupid things that only matter to this world.

"God is Faithful and his word is so true. Everything he said he would I know he will do.Amen." That's the last thing Jaden and I pray at night after our long list of blessings over family and Friends and all the the thanks to him...that's how we wrap it up.

God, give me faith like Jaden.